TO ALL OF MY "FRIENDS" on Facebook

This is a message , and a calling







I don't believe in simply reconnecting through this site if you live in my state, and were or are my friends, i don't wanna just talk to you on facebook. I don't want your happy birthdays when you haven't talked to me for a year or 6 months . I don't want your "HEY DUDE WHERE YOU BEEN" and then when i reply for you to brush me off. I'm not on this site to simply "network" The DJ's on my friends list have seen more of me and hung out with me more than some of you "FRIENDS" have , THAT IS A PROBLEM! If we aren't friends or you avoid me when i try to message you back ,do me the favor,and remove yourself from my friends list, i'd rather you step up and do this yourselves , rather than me go through and painfully learn who my real friends are and who isn't. Once again, long distance people and radio dj's are excempted from this note and task. I also hope this note makes everyone think about what real friendships are unless they are here to just network. So once again if you are my friend, LET ME KNOW AND LET'S TALK MORE THAN ONCE EVERY 6 FUCKING MONTHS, if you are one of those passerby's that used to be friends and now won't say a fucking thing to me FUCK OFF AND REMOVE ME !











Have a nice day :D



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BUBBLE CHILDREN

So now that i've met at least four or five people that are bubble children i've seriously gotten pissed!, this note could have like 20 different accurate titles so i might change it down the road. WHAT IS IT WITH PARENTS?! i have seen too many cases of kids my age that should be ready to get out on their own, that don't even know how to fucking cook,clean,drive or be self sufficient. They are slaves to their parents wills or at least were, a few of them have finally broken away, but due to their parents sabotage , they are struggling A LOT MORE THAN THEY SHOULD HAVE TO, no 19 year old should be turned down at a job because their parents fucked them up by enslaving to their wills, and not letting them get jobs when they're around 14 or 15. Parents and authority wonder why they've lost their "DUE RESPECT" it's because they've FUCKED UP, or FUCKED US UP, you don't deserve respect if all you've done is dictate and fuck us for life so that we're dependent on you for life THAT'S BULLSHIT!. Now i will say ,my parents did the opposite of this, and i was reluctant to accept or listen to the things they were teaching me BUT THEY MADE MY ASS DO IT, and you know what i'm a far better person, living in his own house, working a full time job and actually content with my self suffiicency. So when i see parents or kids/adults that are still living clinging to the tits of their mommies and daddies because that's all they can do to survive i have to ask "WHEN DOES THE SLAVERY END?" you (speaking to these EXCUSES FOR PARENTS) have crippled them for life, they could be as old as 19 or 20 and they're still just as dependent as when they were 6 to 10, what happens when you want them  out? , are you just gonna shove them into the cold cruel world that you so eagerly hid them from,cause if you do they'll fall on their faces! Over all this pattern is becoming too much for me to stand . In fact i always hated how the schools had to play parents but you know what? , i  now think they should teach life skills in schools, cause apparently kids aren't learning them at home but, we all know parents would be outraged because that would be stepping on their toes. At this point i say FUCK YOU, LET THE SCHOOLS TEACH WHAT YOU WON'T YOU BUNCH OF BULLSHIT TYRANTS!. If any of ya'll got anything to add hit me with a message or commentary, if you're a slave or bubble child, BREAK AWAY NOW, YOUR PARENTS ARE KILLING YOU.

As always just another product of my rage and hatred for this fucked up world

Another sip of koolaid please

I sit in a mcdonalds, the children so happy, one family the child is crying over not getting the toy for his happy meal, i am told this is a bad thing, that the child is spoiled and shall be punished for not fitting into the facade of perfection that the rest of the orderly families display.







Another sip of koolaid please







I stand in a church mass singing hymns, everyone so happy, so collective, drinking up every word the preacher has to spew, slaves to an ideal of divine justice and reward, I spot , a child , reading a comic book instaed of the hymnal, or the bible, i am told this child is damned , that the child is not saved and does not know the lord or god, and that he shall be punished for not fitting into the facade of the ideal christian , that the rest of the members of the congregation display







Another sip of koolaid please







I lay my head down in class, the teacher is lecturing us about sexual abstinence, some students are being unruly , making vulgar and obscene gestures and doodles , i am told they are whores, or sluts and will die of HIV or AIDS, or get pregnant or get someone else pregnant before they are 19 , that their sexual vices are wrong, not just on a christian level but on a society level, that their punishment shall be whatever mishaps come from their sexual activities, and that it always ends like this, unlike the abstinent ones who are pure and have self control or so the teachers say that is what they display







Another sip of koolaid please







I sit in my living room, watching the president of the United States SPEW HATRED ,after being attacked, that we should all rally together, under our nations banner, that they are the enemy , that anyone that does not conform to the AMERICAN IDEAL OF A PERFECT COUNTRY IS WRONG, i am told we are simply sending troops over seas to protect our country . when in reality we are killing off our own soldiers as well as the enemies, in the name of converting them to our CULT OF PSUEDO DEMOCRACY . i am told this is the way things are to be,







Another sip of koolaid please







I sob in my bedroom, my best friend has just committed suicide, after being raped and impregnated, i am told she was too weak and will burn in hell for her "mortal sin" , that any strong person would keep fighting on and live their lives for themselves and that suicide is for the weak and desperate , that they are pathetic and shall be punished by almighty god for not being able to withstand his tests of faith.







Another sip of koolaid please







I slump, in my seat , numb from all the koolaid, drinking in all the indoctranation i have suffered and heard







Would you like a sip of koolaid?

Phone sex hotlines

Being 18 i am now officially allowed to be as legally pervy as i wish. Go to strip clubs ,buy porn, sex hotlines and sex shops. Today i bought my first ever LEGALLY ATTAINED porn mag (note i didn't say first porn mag, i said legally attained ,i've been looking at porn since the first grade ) . That alone was pretty fantastic, as i'm looking through it, enjoying it jerking off and what not .I see one of those tantalizing ads for a  sex hotline.So i decided to try it considering i enjoy phone sex and have had it with strangers out of AIM chat rooms or other chats , i figured "it's only 10 dollars" what the hell. BIG MISTAKE ,the type of phone sex i'm into is dirty talk and mutual masturbation moans that you get with real people during REAL PHONE SEX. These HOTLINES are a joke first off you're calling them cause you're hard and you wanna get off ,and this is what you have to do before you get to select your girl .You listen to the hot recorded message that ensures you're hard by the end of it, ready and primed to blow while talking to a woman, you hit the key and you get an operator. Now this, i kind of expected but it's still awkward as all fuck when you are sitting there boner in hand and this casual operator woman or MAN comes on and asks you a fuck load of questions to verify your ID and worse yet when they pick up they answer with a "HOW MAY I HELP YOU" . Leaving you with a "I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY" splattered all over my face. So i told her i'm new to this walk  me through it, so I'M STILL THROBBING HARD from the porn mag and the recorded message when the operator starts rattling off about payment, i  give her my name, my address, my last four of my social security number and finally my card number. Now here comes another pretty awkward part the operator asks you "what kind of girl would you like?" at this point your boner is either throbbing harder in anticipation or gone by all the delay and awkward feelings so i answered with my preference while still feeling EXTREMELY AWKWARD . I wait on the phone listening to weird techno music finally a voice comes on , she gives her name then asks if "i'd like her to describe herself?", i tell her "sure" (in a more naughty way that i won't put up here) she does so at this point i'm really feeling awkward due to the very interesting pseudo formality of the whole thing. I tell her what type of phone sex i would like to have and we start , she tells me how she wants to suck my dick in that oh so famous overly sexed voice that actually turned me off because of the fake-ness of it    at which point i tell her "no,i want you to gag on it " so she replies with a sexy little something (can't remember what it was ) and then , she literally starts making gagging sounds. Now as i stated before i've done phone sex,MANY TYPES ,  but never a session where they make the sounds you tell them you want to do to them, i was expecting more of a sexy response with dirty talking as she moans ,but no this bitch starts gagging!  So i'm sitting on the phone jerking off for a minute wondering what the fuck she's doing over there when i put it together that she's role playing and faking a gag sound at this point i'm extremely turned off ,but i wanted to get my money's worth so i tell her to talk dirty,she asks me "what do you want baby" ( another note when i phone fuck i don't wanna talk, i want listen to the chick talk extremely sexy and naughty while i jerk off, NOT THINK ABOUT THINGS I WANT HER TO DO! it's hard to think while you're masturbating ) She finally gets frustrated and gives me these snappy " i can't read your mind" so i tell her "get creative" she continues to act like a robot in need of programming so i tell her "seduce me" after 30 seconds of silence i hang up. FRUSTRATED AND UNSATISFIED.  So the next time any of you consider these phone lines for sex, THINK TWICE, you're better off finding a real person in a chat room .

Why i got inked

People have asked me: "Why did you get tattooed?" or "identifying marks" . These are my reasons, my tattoos are something, NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE FROM ME. They are permanent fashion, you can wear a ring ,a bracelet, any jewelry or clothing can always come off . My dragon and my cross are something that i will take to my grave ,they both have GREAT MEANING TO ME. I have always been the dragon , and my cross represents my faith in god , it means GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH. They are eternal .

Guns

Ok allow me to preface this by saying THIS ONE IS LONG LONG LONG LOOOOOOOONG OVERDUE. I AM SICK!, of reading about stories of kids ACCIDENTALLY SHOOTING OTHER KIDS!. It's not because guns are bad , as the saying goes "guns don't kill people,people kill people!!" These "accidents" are not merely accidents they are bad parenting,why do i say this? a responsible gun owner parent will teach their child that a gun IS NOT A TOY! The NRA had a few articles about it in their magazines, i'm certain they will have them again. Now yes it is a tragedy and what not but the parents of the children WERE IDIOTS. Another reason i'm sick of hearing about these events is the "UN SMALL ARMS TREATY" aka "THE GLOBAL GUN BAN" aka "WE'RE THE GOVERNMENT, WE TAKE YOUR GUNS NOW!!!!!". I firmly believe in the second amendment for two reasons A. WE DO HAVE THE RIGHT TO FIGHT OUR OWN GOVERNMENT, B If you take guns from the good the bad will always find a way to get them C. Britain did this stabbings sky rocketed.Now for the argument that guns breed violence. They DON'T,people breed violence, we are a self destructive race of a cancer to this planet and ourselves as a society. That's why we have war, that's why NO SOCIETY HAS EVER LASTED OVER 400 YEARS ,they either had to evolve or relocate. Guns as weapons are merely tools , they are nothing more than technology so allow me to give you a timeline. HAND ,FIST,LEG,FOOT,STICK,POINTED STICK,BANANA (FOR YOU MONTY PYTHON FANS) , ROCK,STICK WITH ROCK TIED TO IT, DAGGER DIRK AND VARIOUS OTHER SMALL BLADES,SWORDS,SLING,SLINGSHOT,BOW,BOW AND ARROW, GUN. Now that is a lot of weapons that anyone can use and anyone of them could be picked up and used , and be just as damaging and lethal as a gun. So i ask you my dear readers assuming any of you read this: how would you introduce a gun to a child. Let me give you a few tips if you're gonna answer YOU HAVE TO SHOW THE CHILD THAT A GUN IS NOT A TOY, a good way to do this , may seem cruel to some but, it saves lives in the end take a toy or stuffed animal of theirs fill it tomato juice and blow it away. Your child will be devastated but they will understand FLUFFY AIN'T COMING BACK. Therefore they will also understand little brother won't come back if i shoot him either.

We wonder why our youth is so sadistic and masochistic, or better yet why we're all hypochondriacs: Originally posted June 23rd 2009

This is a two part note/blog THINGY ,YES I SAID "THINGY" DEAL WITH IT . First off, everyone wonders why our generation is so dark,violent and desensitized . They all want to blame video games, music, and every media source that they want to censor. THAT'S GREAT !!! but there is one media source that is by far in my opinion THE MOST SADISTIC AND MORALLY CORRUPTING SHOW ON EARTH. Can you guess what this show may be?, I'll bet not , cause none of you would consider the possibility of it ruining people. It's a show that has MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF VIEWERS, it features sadism AND STUPIDITY GALORE. Still stumped? Here's the answer: AMERICAS FUNNIEST HOME VIDEOS !!!!, oh yes AFV is one of the sickest most fucked up shit you can let your children watch and the best part NO ONE IS SPEAKING AGAINST IT , why , because disney is making too much fucking money and it's FAMILY APPROVED . Wait .... FAMILY APPROVED VIOLENCE AND STUPIDITY ?!!!?!?!?!? 100011?!! OH LORDS NO!. Yes, when you think about it and break it down, what we're finding funny in that show is almost always someone slipping and falling, NUT SHOTS, BREAST SHOTS, EMBARRASSING MOMENTS (that if they happened to you , you would NEVER want anyone to laugh at LET ALONE VIDEO TAPE AND POST IT ON NATIONAL TV). This show is the reason for when we see people fall, when we see them wreck , when they get hit and they're in pain we have to have a good chuckle before we even consider helping them out. IT SHOULD BE BANNED, all these mother fuckers want to censor our music,our video games BUT REITERATING THIS POINT, NO ONE HAS EVEN THOUGHT OF AFV. Now the masochism, typically in the videos or better yet in the audience the VICTIM IS LAUGHING AT THEMSELVES, what is this teaching children? :to laugh it off ...yes , ok great, fantastic way to not get too angry HOWEVER, it also builds masochistic tendencies, i believe AFV is part of the pyschological root of bullies and victims alike. NOW ONWARD TO HYPOCHONDRIACS !!!, i've been talking to people, listening to coworkers and what not, AND I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE BUYING INTO THE THEORY THAT THEY NEED DRUGS TO HELP THEM LIVE BETTER! The reason being some lovely pharmaceutical company posted a commercial naming off 40 FUCKING "SYMPTOMS" that they were watching on their favorite channel so of course they don't wanna change the channel, and forced them to think "HMM I HAVE HAD THAT OR , I HAVE BEEN FEELING THIS WAY... "YES I'D LIKE TO ARRANGE AN APPOINTMENT WITH MY DOCTOR TO DISCUSS ME GETTING ON A NEW DRUG, now do i get a special for calling within a minute of seeing this commerical?" . It's that simple people the media and the pharmaceuticals are MANIPULATING YOU,STOP BEING PARANOID ABOUT :AM I BIPOLAR,AM I OCD, AM I THIS, AM I THAT, OH GOD I'VE GOT CHRONIC DEPRESSION,unless you've had these problems diagnosed more than once and have been living with them for a long time, YOU DON'T HAVE THEM,IT'S ALL IN YOUR HEAD. Here's the rule, if you've never noticed a problem with whatever you think you have before you've seen the commercial or talked to a doctor ,YOU DON'T HAVE THE PROBLEM. SO SUCK IT UP YOU STUPID FUCKS AND STOP PADDING THE WALLETS OF ALL THOSE COMPANIES LAUGHING THEIR ASSES OFF FUCKING UP YOUR LIVERS AND KIDNEYS.